what's wrong with me?
will you help me remeber when i no longer can?
31/03 07:41:
i feel like i'm dying. My Body hurts...My Brain is painfully slow. Somethings off. It's not hard to notice..
but..why is noone helping?
i've been screaming for help after..years..of saying nothing
but now i'm overreacting?
...
am i overreacting?
is this what life is supposed to feel like?
my bones hurt...
my muscules feel drenched...
my tummy feels like it's being torn apart...
my fingers are tingling again..
i should lay down...
take a nap...
my mom will not like that..but..i'm just so tired..
...i'm always...just...so tired...
29/04 19:10:
i'm still alive.
spent the last days with the most important person in my life.
and what feel like the only person that cares about me.
can't wait til i can leave this place...
at least i didn't have to cry alone this time...alfose and hafer are prolly getting sick of me crying at night too..
